1. 01:45 17th Feb 2012

    too many emotions

    so i finally looked at the BLG photos. 

    I can’t… i really can’t handle this. I thought it was okay but i was like excited because they’re working so hard, they look so good, mad because it was just wrong and then beef is just omg the cutest human. but he’s not there. and they are fine without him and they shouldn’t be even though i know he’s fine without them. i know he’s going to be fine. 

    I haven’t been like emotional about it since the announcement but i’ve got tears in my damn eyes, trying not to sob like a girl because it’s just not right. it’s wrong and it still makes me happy and i can’t…